11 December 2007

Christmas cheer

Hi everyone,

Margie and I are running off to the US for Christmas, but not before she aided the Kinsale business community by clowning on the street corner, entertaining children and youth while their parents shopped - or at least that was the idea.

Kinsale is lovely this Christmas and, after a few days of stormy weather has been shirt sleeve pleasant.

We were able to enjoy many of the town Christmas events with our different groups of friends and will be able to return just in time to see this year's Panto - snow white and the seven blow in's (dwarves). Some of you may remember our introduction to local theatre as part of last years Panto.

We are wishing everyone who reads this the best of holidays, may you enjoy the many people who love you.

We hope to catch up with other stories before the new year - ah but that is what New Year's resolutions are for is it not?

Love to you all,
Alana
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11 November 2007

Edinburgh


Hi everyone,

This is a quick and dirty travelog from our trip to Edinburgh. We found the city fantastic, complete with a large palace on a hill, lovely wide streets in the Georgian section and full of mideaval and 17th century history. Here is the birthplace of Mary Queen of Scots, the Royal Mile and the docking place for the last British Yacht, The Brittania. In our three days exploring the city we enjoyed them all.

The first picture is the Palace at Hollyrood, where the queen is in residence every summer when she is in Scotland. It is here that we saw the Scottish Honours - or crown jewels, which had been hidden in a trunk for a number of years - a real treasure hunt story!

More in a minute,

Alana

03 September 2007

Fall is in the air, the berries and the sea!


Hi everyone,

I have to tell you that two of my favorite parts of Ireland in the fall are the berries on the road when you take walks and the seals in the harbor. Both of which I enjoyed immensely yesterday on a long walk from Kinsale home. Then, if that isn't good enough, our neighbors have mostly gone back to their lives elsewhere in the world, leaving the car park empty and the area quiet - just as the sun comes out.

So how did I celebrate all this abundance? Well every few hours in the midst of work (yes I know it was Labor Day in the US but London calls later this week so I had to work today) I went out to the huge grassey area and read a new book. Sunshine, easy reading, dogs rolling in the grass, and a few little kids on the beach screaming as they played in the cold water. Life just does not get any better than this.

Love you all,
Alana

26 August 2007

Our anniversary




Margie and I celbrated 12 years together this last week. We made use of the "getaway package" from our utility company and stayed in a funky older hotel near the town of Caher - known for its Butler castle which you can see above Margie's head in the background of the picture on the right. We relaxed by riding our bikes and hiking. The Indian looking structure on the left was originally made in paper mache' for a wealthy land owning (and therefore English) couple upon their return from their honeymoon in India. They loved it so much they made it up again in stone - and now the state keeps it up so that people like us will venture that direction to see it.
When our friend Vicki visited this June she exclaimed about the ferns - having had tourble keeping them going in dry Colorado weather. The picture in the middle, taken at the private grounds at the back of Blarney Castle, shows just how big they can get.
Twelve years have zipped by, living, loving, reinventing and doing it all over again. We are not the women we were then, but those seeds are still growing.
Our best to everyone,
Alana and Margie

Thank heavens for Harry Potter!




July found me surrounded by family, sharing my brother's cabin near a Lake in Northern Michigan. The fun of the trip was all of us with our own copy of the last Harry Potter book. I can't read without comment and the conversation went like this, "Oh no!" "Where are you now?" "Can't say too much but they're were just in the graveyard." "Oh yea that was a great part, wait until you see what is next." Bless JK Rowling for giving us so much fun.

After my niece and I were about 2/3rds through we took my brother to see the movie of the earlier book (the rest of us had already seen it). Of course the new news, delivered in book 7 completely changed our understanding of the characters in the movie and the explanation of what was happening, causing us to closet ourselves and talk it through after we got home.

Fabulous times indeed. If my life ever lets up or I am on an extended holidy when I have unlimited weight available in luggage (like on a container ship cruise) I want to reread them all - or at least 4, 5, 6, and 7.

Books are our good friends aren't they? And they don't make judgements or let us down.

all the best,
Alana

28 July 2007

I've got the scoop . . .


This morning, while walking our grey-muzzled pups up to James Fort I met the two old gents who periodically show up along the shoreline to scan the sand for lost coins and other metal treasures as they point long, lean metal detectors. Being friendly and nosy, I asked which days brought the BEST of good finds. The response was something like “when the beach is full of people with loose pockets” (I still have trouble understanding a Cork accent.) As my curiosity began to grow about this potentially lucrative hobby, I then asked if they combed the beach after the sand sculpture-making workshop during Kinsale Arts Week. With startled looks, they replied that they did not know of the hundreds of spade toting sculptors who descended on Dock Beach a few Saturdays ago to create sand castles, mermaids, and sea turtles. HHHHMMMMMMMMM. I felt like I scored one point as a local who was able to share interesting and valuable information to fellow beachcombers.
All is well!!!

Colors calling, "HELP!!! Please???"



I was in a pinch. For Kinsale Arts week I was leading two children’s recycled games workshops. The first one was gratefully over and I was feelin’ in a panic as well as exhausted from the pace of the event and the numbers and age span of the kids—who were clever in their carnival-type game creating. As Alana couldn’t help with the second workshop the following day, we quickly learned the hard way that I needed more volunteers to guide the 15 kids through the playing and making of games. I wasn’t leaving it to chance that the event volunteer coordinator could find willing and able bodies within 24 hours. So -- we thought of whom we could ask. Working down the list, I called. AND, two friends, one of our Castlepark village neighbors, and the other—the queen mother from the Christmas Panto-- came to the rescue! Both women easily fell into the swing of playing and helping the 5-10 year old workshop participants. The kids had fun, no one was hurt (THE primary concern I learned from my mother) and I realized that I had people to count on in Kinsale, when in a pinch (another mother saying.)
All is well!!!

22 July 2007

Moaning Myrtle hugs Professor ?????

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Harry Potter rocks Kinsale!


Hi everyone,

Saturday night at midnight the newest Harry Potter went on sale at bookstores everywhere. Kinsale's Bookstor' was no exception. Lyn, Mike, and Cal (shown with Margie above) hosted 200+ young people and older people, most in costume in the square outside the shop. Mouse dropping cookies were enjoyed by most and the time flew as people in the cue discussed the survey questions. Do you know the name of the Hogwarts' librarian?
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08 July 2007

Personal PAR Mandala

I've been working to establish the median ground between two areas of work: 1) the eight aspects of living a multidimensional life and 2) participatory action research. Also I have been developing personal mandalas for the four mundane aspects of Self: mental, physical, emotional and intuitive. While not yet inclusive of the four highest aspects: knowingness, archetypal actions, conditioned bliss and unity the mandala above begins to illustrate the energies I look for in my "Reinvent Life" work.

Kinsale arts week starts with a bang


Fireworks on our hill Saturday night started a week of arts activities in Kinsale off with a bang. Finishing up a lovely evening of good food and chats with Kathy Kelly, another JIU professor and our friend Joan from Castlepark, we headed up the hill to see the fireworks up close and personal. Alas it was not to be as a young lad met us and shooed us away for health and safety issues. Joan and I bravely took the car around to the other side and actually it worked out alright. We walked a bit, talked a bit, watched a seal in the water assuring himself or herself that all these spectators didn't have food, and then they started.

Close to what would have been independence day in the states the curly cues, big bombs etc in brilliant colors seemed and appropriate touch to the season. The piers were mobbed but we stayed clear of the crowds, sat on the ledge and had a great time.

Thanks Joan for getting us out!
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04 June 2007

Compassion meditation



Hi everyone,

I think unrealistically, we all make changes in our lives thinking that "this will do it - such and such will finally change," only to discover that no matter where we go there we are (big smile). Part of my story is learning to overcome a life long tendency to overwork and underapprecitate what is around me. Life in Ireland continues to remind me to live in the moment with enjoyment - a task that comes and goes. This weekend I listened to a book on tape about a Buddhist meditation where we breath in that which is stuck or dark - in ourselves and in others - "the unwanted" and we breathe out white purified light with the energy that would transform the situation, consciousness, courage, love, loving kindness, etc.

From another source I came across the idea (quantum-ly based it turns out) that when opposites meet (like the center of the paradox of our lives) transformation and magnificence happen. This propels us to look at and embrace our darker sides, "the unwanted" bits, and to transform them.

So here I am, when stressed about things, or bored, or frustrated - taking it in to myself rather than pushing it away, and the giving myself a gift of whatever energy seems helpful. When the unwanted begins to dissipate, the meditation then reminds us to pass it on to all the people in the world who are feeling those same dark thoughts at the moment. No matter what we feel, of course, there must be millions feeling something similar.

I attach the newest self portrait - part of a developing series of which the last one with the celtic mandala and the fire were a part. Someday I may grow into the potential that this one offers (smile).

Love you lots,
Alana
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30 May 2007

A small art group forms in Kinsale

Hi everyone,
Did I tell you about our art group? It happened spontaneously. I took a favorite book: The creative Habit by Twyla Tharp as my entry into the book club at our local Bookstor' (that is the spelling). During the conversation one of our group mentioned that, "of course you can't learn art - you have to be born with the talent." Well all who know me from my art teacher days know that this is one of my pet peaves, I know for a fact that you can "Learn Art" because that was the philosophy of my art teacher - and I did!

To make a long story a bit shorter a group of four of us have been meeting now on the odd Tuesday a couple of times a month. I designed three two week segments: drawing from an object in front of you, drawing from a photograph (where we are now), and creating a composition (which we are working towards). They have learned to see as a person drawing needs to see, to use their pencils to create values, textures. We started a game to play with shapes as we discuss composition and next week I will bring my art books and we will discuss our thoughts as we create compositions of our own - which will begin the following month.

Our group include Katherine who lives out of town in Oz Haven with her husband and two early teenagers on an acre + of land - gorgeous, by the river. She works in juvenile probation so, of course, we spent one evening talking about at risk kids in Ireland and comparing that to the US. We can share professional resources etc. Una is our other member who is new to our lives. She and her husband work from home on the internet as Margie and I do. She is in information management and brings a wealth of interesting ideas to our discussions. For instance, do you know why the years go faster as we grow older? It is all a matter of perspective - when we are ten a year is one tenth of our lives - when we reach 50 the proportion is much different (let alone a 100). They lost their first child after six months due to a whole in his heart, and I have learned a lot from her sharing her stories and being willing to help us understand the issues that have defined her life. Artwork gives us time and space to let these stories develop - it is lovely.

They love it - I love it and we are discussing adding a few more people and maybe going on the odd field trip. Serendipity at work.

Lots of love,
Alana

24 May 2007

Illuminated Journals

Here I am as you will find me most early mornings - snug in my place in one corner of my office/studio as I work on my latest creative enjoyment - illuminated journaling. The pleasure I derive from sorting my clip art and photos, sizing them appropriately, printing them and then cutting them to size so that they can be made into stickers. Then mixing these images with stenciled celtic knots and stamped images I proceed to decorate my journal pages one by one. Fabulous!

All the best to all of you,
Alana
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Rhodondendrons and travel in Ireland


Its sad that the rhododendrons in this picture are so small that you can't see them. The southwest of Ireland is an enchanting part of our Isle and is covered this time of year with huge rhododendron bushes - some as big as a house. Multi colored, they originated in the Himalayas, brought to Ireland by amateur botanists in the early 1900's. One book calls these beauties the "foreigners who never left" as they fight to take over from the native oak.

Margie and I spent last weekend in Killarney, and ventured, as pictured above, to Bantry House, overlooking Bantry Bay. A bitter sweet visit where we met Mr White the current owner of the family estate, held in place by strangers tramping through daily with the customers to his expensive BnB. We all enjoy the 15th, 16th and 17th century treasures outlined for us in a multi page explanation as we explored the house. A testimony to impermanence in the face of what I am sure was a life where people expected lives that sorted out as they had for centuries, nevertheless the world moved on and they scramble a bit to keep the legacy for their off spring.

Our adventures included a day to a herb farm, where we exchanged expat stories with a German woman and a day of bike riding through Muckross house, another of the English manors, this one owned by the state.

Margie and I look forward to many visits from the US this summer. Starting with my childhood friend Vickie in June and going through Jean and Carla coming in October, we will enjoy showing those we love the country we love.

All the best,
Alana

11 May 2007

This doctoral program is finally fun!

Hi everyone,

I have the perfect life!!! I just got off the phone - having done great work helping the sales staff at our university envision the doctoral program of which I am Chair - work that I love because it is a place where I can use my passion to help things grow - and now.... Well now I am seated in a great home, a stones distance from the marina in a world that is NOT the crazy university setting where I work... So today I am celebrating that my new position as Associate Chair of the up and coming Doctoral program in K12 education at Jones International University is finally warming up and getting fun AND that at the end of the day I still live in Ireland.

Our Ed.D in K12 education got off to a slow start, partially because of the slowness of some internal decisions and JIU and partially because I had a writing project that was tying up my plate. What has made it fun these last few weeks has been:
  1. Organizing the faculty who will be writing classes and how that will proceed (God I love to organize - isn't that sick??).
  2. Working with new technology (see my earlier post on the future).
  3. Planning how to incorporate participatory action research into.....the mentoring program for sure, my life guaranteed and the rest of our students lives if possible.
  4. Working closely with both my boss and the other chair (of the business department). I haven't had such a workable situation since my days at CASASTART with Larry and Sharon. Funny - they are on my mind for other reasons these days - but that will have to be another post.
  5. Finally - letting my passion for the future of education invect others to the good of what we do.
The weather here also makes it a joy to end the day and still be in Ireland. Not only is it sunny more than rainey, but the days are now blessedly long. I can work long hours and still have tons of daylight to play. Life is really really good.

I hope it is equally good with all of you - and I look forward to hearing your stories as well.
Alana

PS: For anyone interested the book is up on Amazon - the final proofs went off to Sage today. Search on: Participatory Action Research or E. Alana James and it should pop up!

FAVOURITES


It has been a long time since I've blogged but yesterday's sight in town just struck my memory bank of happy moments in Sassy's in Belmont or Guy's on Haight Street in San Francisco. You will soon see what I mean and may have your FAVOURITES from kidhood.

You see FAVOURITES is the local NewsAgent/sweets store in Kinsale. Yesterday while sipping my tea, munching a scone and enjoying some very focused peoplewatching from Patsy's Cafe, at 10:30am a hoppin' time of the day. You see, this little restaurant is located at a conjested narrow crossroads.

Back to the memory--I was amazed to see about 25 primary school students all scrunch through the door of the this tiny bright orange store, all 400 square feet, including walls, racks and stacks of merchandise and daily newspapers. The teachers were diligent on monitor duty outside the shop awaiting the smiling and satisfied, nibbling returnees. As I observed, I started sharing what I was witnessing to the woman who shared my table. To appease my aroused curiosity another woman "in the know" was sitting next to our table explained the great event which was unfolding before my novice eyes. What I was viewing was the reward for the first holy communion class who had just finished practicing and were now able to go buy a treat before trudging back to class. It was obvious, even to a blow-in like this ex-pat, that these Kinsale kiddos were happy as clams with this bonus for marching time in the parish church. So as I savored the view and the last drops of my tea, I reflected back to the many candies,(SWEETS is the term here) lined up awaiting my pennies and nickels that were to be hastily spent before going to the Haight movie theater or when all the cousins took a break from swimming at the Killeans to trudge to the local Sassy's candy shop. To see kidstory repeat itself is sweet!

23 April 2007

22 April 2007

I have seen the future and it is exciting!


Hello everyone,

As Associate Chair of our new Doctoral program and JIU, I get to have the fun of proposing new permutations for the field of online education. Friday, I got to test a platform for synchronous discussion that can have up to fifty people, all of the globe if need be, in a synchronous real time classroom – just like if they were in the same room together. One is in the center of the screen and four others are live at the corners. Then the remaining group are in the wings, and are easily slipped into one of the spots by the facilitator when they raise their hand. As a group we can watch power point presentations, see videos, etc. This is a version of webinar, and while they are not new – they are to me!

Very exciting. As someone who earns my living typing comments in asynchronous meetings, this offers a chance to augment that with live conversation. I am thrilled.

Other things that are equally exciting in our lives are my co facilitating retreats for people who want to reinvent their lives. Margie is reinventing hers through ongoing property management with our apartment (www.kinsaleapartment.com) and through working with kids in Kinsale making games out of recycled materials.

Our lives continue to evolve in new ways.
All the best,

Alana

15 April 2007

54th birthday


Hi everyone,

This week I turned 54, and in truth I hardly noticed it. I took a luxurious day, starting with my first canoe trip on our bay. The photo above was shot by a nice German lad who had camped on the beach the night before. Other than that, and a few laughs with my fellow Rotarians in Cork it was lovely and low key. Margie and I will celebrate more the week of her birthday (April 28th) as we go to Trim and visit the ancient sites of Tara (soon to be a highway) and Newgrange.

This month has found us recouping from a trip to the US. It amazes us that the break in routine takes two weeks to reinstate once we are home. Its kind of an ongoing culture shock. Our Tidy Towns committe was extremely excited by the two garden vacs we brought back for them. This year picking up the cigarette butts in the streets goes high tech! But it is confirmed that the smoking ban in the pubs has made for more litter on the streets, all over Ireland.

Our work has been time consuming as I finish up a class I am writing on how people learn for our beginning Masters of Ed students. My university is beginning to mount a new doctoral program in K12 eduation and I get the fun of being associate chair - in other words, I get to seriously help steer this ship towards success. I am loving it. Margie is property manager for the apartment and rentals have taken off.

For fun, we play cards or board games every Friday night at our local pub. This is a women's game which balances the poker which men have played there the same night for years. We tease each other across the room. Come join us some Friday won't you? The Dock Pub, Kinsale, Co Cork 7:30 pm.

Lots of love to all,
Alana
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14 April 2007

The two Alana's


Hi everyone,

Meet little Alana, now three years old and more acclimatized to living in the US than I could have believed possible when she first arrived at the McKay Epps house two years ago. Does she keep her older brothers in line or visa versa? No little girl could want for better brothers than Carter and Nevin, as was evidenced throughout Margie's and my recent visit to their home. Pictured here are the two Alana's in the main room of our resort lodgings in Estes Park where we experienced a lovely day of snow and three great days of sun.

Big Alana thinks this is the perfect mixture of weather (smile).

Now 54 years old, having just celebrated my birthday this last Wednesday, I would have to say I find life near perfect. We have created the lives we envisioned, forging new and deep relationships in our new country, yet still able to maintain both the vibrant work life of the US mixed with friendships that have stood the test of time. Although I am still perfecting the challenge of whizzing across the globe, landing, working and coming home without serious slow down on the far end, everything else seems to have settled in nicely.

Much like the challenges of little Alana as she transitioned from life in a orphanage in China to an active US household, we both stand for the resiliency of the human spirit as we create the lives and world we want.
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Clowning around over Easter


Hi everyone,
Isn't this a great picture of Margie? She and I spent Easter Monday in town centre at a street fair. I was her colorful sidekick, face painting for hours as she ran four games she had made out of recycled materials. A great time was had by all of us.

Love to everyone,
Alana

09 March 2007

From the frying pan into......

Hi everyone,

About two years ago the author of the newsletter we subscribed to: Move to Ireland.com, wrote a long piece on always remaining the outsider in Irish life - and one of the things he said was that you could join groups but never plan on leading them. While I think he is right, and equally while I would never want to lead a group here in Kinsale as long as my life equally exists all over the world, last night the Tidy Town group came close to being an exception.

Our group is well run by the Chairman - a man on the council whom Margie and I have come to greatly respect. Charles will be out closing roads and putting up "flooded" signs in the middle of the night rather than inconvenience someone who runs into a bad road. Likewise we see him at every town event and it is ability to be so involved that helps our little committee do as well as we do.

Never the less they honored me last night by voting me in as Vice chair. All I could think about as one of the women who is heartfelt and outspoken called my name was, "but they said this could never happen!" While a figurehead position it honors that I follow through on what I say I will do. It also allows me to feel empowered to do a bit of extra work, with the help of one of our neighbors on the issue of sustainable resources and recycling.

All in all a great night,
Sending love,
Alana

15 February 2007

Everyone over 50 really should take driving lessons

No kidding. At least they were good for me.

Here is the story.

Less than 52% of the people in Ireland pass their driving test the first time and about the same % pass on any given day, no matter how many times they have taken it. Everyone here knows that to pass the test a person really does need to take lessons. So fully armed with high self confidence, (after all haven't I been driving since I was 16 with no accidents?) I set off for my first lesson.

I came home devastated. Your man told me that I had to learn an entirely new way to use the clutch (making me wonder why we didn't buy and automatic). Now no adult likes to be told that we have much to learn, let alone a lot to learn, nevertheless I set my mind to learning it (after all I have to have a liscense).

I've been out practicing an hour or more everyday and, as of yesterday am much improved. So much so that my teacher thinks I have a good chance of passing. In fariness, it has been a good experience and one I wouldn't of had to have in the US, due to our laws.

Whether I liked it or not the Irish system has made me improve. My test is tomorrow am - wish me luck!

Alana

11 February 2007

Sundays in Ireland


Today is Sunday and Sunday's in Ireland, as in the Sunday's in my memory of my childhood, have a special quality to them. This is perhaps the living out of the "Lord's" commandment, seconded by our bodies, that our lives require regular days of rest.

Sunday's in Ireland include long luxurious wakings, time spent alone on my yoga mat stretching and rejuvinating through use of various stretches with and without bolsters to aggrevate stuck areas until they release. Likewise a long wlk with Margie and the dogs, traveling up the new concrete walkway to the bridge, there to stand quietly and take in both the overall views of the harbors and the small particulars of wave and wildlife.

The radio highlights the breakfast time with essays and music on Sunday Morning Miscellany which is similar to public radio in the US but not nearly so serious. Or perhaps the true business of the day, such as remembering past challenges, recalling details of prior rugby matches, and connecting to Irish life through vignettes told from memory is truly the serious work of life and politics and business are not?

Sunday is also a day for art. Today I am playing around with new technologies (for instance I have no idea why the colors shown above look nothing like the original). I find that making art reguires regular "lifting," developing new skills much like one does in a gym. Today I try to mix create time into pleasureable and sleepy time. As my eyes droop, I know the sleepy side has won, as I finish another painterly beginning that I have given adequate focus to the creative moment.

I distinctly remember seeing my Dad on a Sunday, out in his garage organizing his tools. When I asked him how his day had gone he replied that it had been a good day. He had spent time puttering, organizing, and (with his face lighting up with glee) "I even did some scavenging!" Who knows what this day may bring?

All the best to all who read this blog,
Alana

01 February 2007

meditation


Rare stolen moments
A candle’s glow warms my thoughts
Drudgery escaped

Workspace


Here is where I sit
Searching, reading and typing
Amazing Web links

31 January 2007

Counting as life goes by


Funny how we can get excited over the little things in life -- actually I see that as a blessing. While in Cork City I was thrilled to find this HUGE ICE CREAM CONE that was as tall as my 4'11 1/2" height. Our friend Tracesea took this picture for me for my friend Nelida with whom I shared a friendly little competition to seek out the most ice cream cones that seductively decorated front of storefronts in many small towns throughout Ireland. With the disadvantage of being the driver, I was behind in my count at the end of our visit. BUT, Nelida went home and I luckily live here. Therefore, the hunt goes on, my count goes up and I feel childlike enthusiasm for each time I spy a new ice cream cone I smile and appreciate the small, delicious joys in life!

18 January 2007

Well Blow Me Down

I thought I would contemplate this celebratory thought when I was walking the dogs on the hill this morning but the pushy winds were so strong ("HOW STRONG WERE THEY?" you ask) that I kept blowing up the hill (not any easy feat) and the dogs' fur was rippling like black wheat fields. Stefan's ears were a'flappin and Shadow barked a bit to notify the mysterious and invisible creature that she did not like being pushed around while scavaging(her "top" pleasure on hill adventures).

So my thinking turned to the POWER of the wind and how different living on an island has been for me than living in a landlocked state like Colorado where snow conditions provide nature's primary winter topic. We jostled along and I was satisfied in the view of the estuary with white capped waves and bobbing sailboats down in the marina.

Going home for a warm cup of tea in my electrified state and to tell Alana how BLOWY it was just shows how simple yet wonderful my life right now.

Blessings to you in 2007.

11 January 2007

More Panto shots


Here we are in stage make up with Sheila (the dutchess), Margie (as the wife of the doctor), Finbarr (the star of the show in pink), Alana as the wife of the Lord, and Sive (our youngest colleague). A good time was had by all!
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Uncertainties and Paperwork

Hi everyone,

Today is a "bit dicey" meaning that we could run into problems and are a bit insecure. I realize now that there are stages to this reinventing life business. The first phase is "Getting there" and this was our focus for the first 4 years. Now I would call the new stage, "living it" and this stage has its own set of issues - things that have to be endured - new talents and strengths that have to be developed.

Let me give you examples:
  1. Today we have a list of things to do all of which feel very insecure because they put us smack into new systems. It is a bit like being 16 again and expected to figure a lot of things out for the first time. We are finishing our physicals (at least we know the doctor), getting our ID photos taken again (also we have this one down) and turning in the paperwork to apply for the next stage in getting a drivers liscense here. Its this last bit that is the part that makes us nervous. Do we have all the right forms? What do these forms mean when they ask.....? After all word use for the simplest things can take us astray. Where do we park when we go to the city hall? What will it be like and will we be successful. What used to be a mundane task, now is full of angst.
  2. We are also going to the Garda (police) in Bandon (the central office for our area) to apply for new immigration standing. Why are we doing this on the same day? Convenience won out before I felt the fear associated with a double load of insecurities. Last year the Garda in Kinsale merely applied for an extension to a holiday visa - this year the person is probably doing it right - and seems to be writing and telling the real story that we intend to stay. If all goes well we probably will have an easy time of it in the future - but this time we have a ton of paperwork with us. We need to prove that we own the house (where is the deed to the house? we don't have a clue so then the solicitor is writing a letter). We need to show we pay taxes (this one is easy, although we don't pay anything yet we have filed for three years). We need to show that our income is generated outside of Ireland (fortunately both my university and the foundation I work for wrote letters and sent them Fed Ex). We will stay a little nervous on this one until we get the final cards that allow us to stay.
The bottom line in all this is that it is really a good thing we are still in our fifties. The older we get the less tolerance we have for feeling like we are 16 and don't know how to negotiate the systems that support and control our lives. If we run into snags we have folks here to help us sort them out, but the shere foreigness of our surroundings adds to the internal pressures. On the up side of the equation is my hope/belief that by tackling so much that is new we are regenerating almost lost cells - ultimately extending our physical and mental lives through the exercise.

Off we go, hope for the best, if all goes well we will be more legal, more safe and secure than we are as we start off,

all the best,
Alana

Post Script:
By 11am we had successfully: paid our car registration, gotten our learners permits for driving (the Irish would say "the first provisional") and applied to take a driving test (may happen sometime in the next six months). By 4pm we had also filled out the paperwork to update our immigration status so they know we are working in the State rather than living here as retired folks. This will be useful if the University College Cork and I can come to some arrangement for me to work as a visiting professor and to land research grants in their fiscal agency.

08 January 2007

The Panto

Hi everyone,

Can you see Margie and I as actresses? We couldn't either, and now, even after the last 6 weeks of practices and performances it is still a new idea in our consciousness. Nevertheless, we wouldn't have missed our being in this year's "Panto" for the world.

Pantomine is a new art form for those of us from the US - not having this tradition in our background. It is common across the UK and Ireland where Christmas Pantomines feature a standard theme (we did Sleeping Beauty) updated to include local material. The audience participates by screaming back to the performers as appropriate. For instance the bad fairy in ours said, "I'm going to get you out in the car park after the performance" and the audience replies, "No you're not" "Oh yes I am!" etc.

Margie had read about Pantos and we hoped to see one. Then a woman we know turned out to be this year's director and we volunteered to help (selling coffee at intermission perhaps?). Mid November I see Cal (the director) in the chriopractor's office, and as we are chatting she takes a call from a woman dropping out of the chorus. I suggest that I can take one of the two places now left open and that perhaps Margie might also be interested. What we didn't ask was how much time was expected from us as chorus members. This was probably a good thing as it turns out, because we would have had a million reasons we couldn't have done it if we had known ahead of time what we were committing to.

Practices were twice a week (four our parts in the chorus, the main actors were there three nights). On alternate Sundays we also learned our songs for another couple of hours. We were given two lines a piece. For instance, I say to my husband when he brags that he saved the king from the tall thin burgler (next to me in the photo above) "Oh that's right, you stepped on the rake as well as the king." Practice made us familiar with our parts and generally familiar with the play as a whole. Following Christmas the tempo picked up dramatically and in earnest - the pressure on to have the costumes, the set and all of us ready by Jan 1st for a six night run. Tickets were €15 and we were sold out, to an audience of about 250 people, almost every night.

We had no idea how important Panto's are. People love them, look forward to them and connect to their history and all their holdiay memories through them. They are often filled with children, and Mom's remember when they sheparded their young (now grown) back and forth to rehearsals and performances. One man, Finbar, makes the show. This was his 28th year in Pantos, and for the majority of those he has delivered the monologue - loosely a vaudvillian type spoof on the state of life that year - playing on the Cork accent, doctors offices, the police, and current events in our small town. Finbar gets laughs no matter what he says, and there were several times when he saved the performance as another actor or actress forgot their lines. He is more than ready to take the spoof as well. A recently retired bus driver one song tells the audience that now getting to Cork "takes half the time." We learned that during his tenure on the bus, he knew the name of everyone who regularly took his bus and that if the "smallies had spent their money or didn't have enough, sure they rode home anyway." We were told the first night that people buy tickets just to see Finbar's monologue, and now we know that it is true.

As the final night's performance ended we treasured the backstage moments. For instance, the prompters standing behing the curtain giving lines to those in front as they sang a song they had only been given a few days before. Or the cast, behind a drawn curtain, set up for the next scene, singing along with the duet going on out front. The small tricks the younger actors played on us, like putting our cobwebs back on as soon as we pulled them off, blend with memories of small kindnesses such as coffee tea and bisguits at "the interval" (intermission) dished out each night by women who alternately helped with our make up and cleaned up the school after us. Huge crews of people ushered people in, build sets, took care of lights, taught the youngsters the dance of the goblins, made costumes, and put on make up - swelling the 30 of us on stage to a much larger group.

The Panto is a community event - one that embodies the light hearted "laugh at ourselves" lifestyle of the Irish. It expanded our friendship base to include many people much younger than we are, and introduced us to people who know us as people who are intent to be part of the fabric of this community. We hope to continue to support the Rampart Players, and occasionally help out - being part of the chorus, the stage crew, and certainly the audience.

01 January 2007

May we all have a Joyous and Exciting New Year

As this year draws to a close I find myself GRATEFUL for:

  1. The fact that the move worked out as well as it did.
  2. Continued financial viability
  3. Interesting new projects on the horizon.
  4. Continued opportunities to help others grow (as in teaching) and create new lives (as in future workshops).
  5. The internet, without which I could not live the life I do
  6. Coming from the US which as a culture demands a self efficacy that is sometimes arrogant but often strong
  7. Having time to be creative – seeing a rebirth of the artistic side of myself.
  8. Being able to travel throughout Europe easily
  9. Friends and family who support through connectedness and love on both sides of the pond.

It is impossible to order the list from top to bottom as they are all equally important in creating our new lives. While 2007 includes spaces to be filled in by the universe (places where things are unknown) it also includes several known and exciting elements: a trip to Turkey and North Cyprus for work, the beginning of a new way to support people in their reinvention of their lives, and a fabulous birthday holiday to ancient sites in Ireland.

I want to wish all who read this a joyous and exciting New Year!

Alana